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sometimes.I’m having doubts.. :[

March 23, 2009

WHAT IF?!

..I’ll be a bitch and get a ten set of boyfriends.haha. joke lang. :]

wala. move on!HAHA =)) go girl.! sabi ni GEN: true love waits. ♥

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on Second chance.

FREESTYLE - This Time

Oh I’m Sorry girl .
For causing you much pain. Yeah
Didn’t mean to make you cry.
Make your efforts all in vain.
And I apologize.
For all the things I’ve done. Yeah
You were loving me so much.
But all i did was let you down.

Refrain I:
Oh,I really don’t.
know just what to say.
All I know is that i want you to stay.

Chorus:
This time I’m not gonna let you slip away.
This time I’m not gonna let another day go by.
Without holding you so tight.
Without treating you so right.
This time I’m not gonna let go of your love.
This time I promise you that we’ll rise above it all.
And I won’t ever let you Fall.
I’m gonna give my all this time.

Oh I never thought that i was hurtin’you.
Now I know that I was wrong.
Now I know just what to do.
Gonna try to be.
the best that I can be. Oh yeah
All I need is one more Chance.
To make it up to you - you’ll see.

Refrain II:
And there’s one more thing.
That you oughtta know.
All I know is that.
I don’t want you to go.

Repeat Chorus 2x

Yeah ryt. Foolish me. martyr?! yeah. pwede!

oo.binigyan ko pa ng pagakkataon kahit nagkagusto siya sa iba. hindi ko alam kung bakit.. MAHIRAP makipag break noh. SUPER iyakan at super habang goodbye! kamusta nman? sinabay pa sa finals namin. kalungkot ko talaga nun. pero kailangan kasi.

apat na araw lang na pinalaya ko siya at pinaalis sa buhay ko..nagbabalik na siya agad. at sorry ng sorry. siyempre balik sa simula. kailangan magbalik as friends. masiyadong mabilis ang pangyayari at mahirap ikwento..para mabilis.. ganito yan:

may problema siya at siya lang daw ang mkakasolve

tinanong ko siya.. “may iba na ba? kung meron man..palayain mo na ako” (xet!galing ng sixth sense!!)

ayun.. so ayaw sabihin.. iniiba usapan.

finally inamin niya na.. na nagkakagusto siya sa babae na malapit sa akin at sakaniya,SAY OUCH!! (naiisip ko nga na ang tanga ko)

ayun,. so iyak buong gabi!! grabe!nagtawag ako ng friends.di ko kaya e..masakit!

ayun.kinausap niya ako nung umaga.. nag usap kami. sorry daw. at etc. etc. di niya daw alam pano niya nagustuhan. OUCH!!!!

ayun.. so pinili ko na makipag break. di ko na kaya yung dalawa kami.

ayun..iyakan talaga. I tried to be fine. and I know I’ll be fine soon.. PERO

ayan. nagbalik siya. I know I can live without him, surely. pero I think I am better with him.

Ayun.ang TANGA. tinanggap ko naman na manligaw ulit siya. GAGA ako e.. hai!

AYUN. galit sakin sila “Kuya” ng group of friends. bakit daw tinanggap ko pa. Niloko na nga daw ako e.. hai. ang hirap talaga. e sabi namna ng iba. it’s just a phase. a down in your rel’p… e ang importante hindi naman daw siya nanligaw..umiwas naman siya. and If I can take the risk and If I think I am strong. Why not? ayun. So take risk na lang ako. kaya ko naman to. madami naman akong back up Bboys! hahaha =)) yeah. yabang e. kaso kaya ko namn talaga siya ipagpalit sa sampu. yun nga lang. di ko mahal kahit isa sa sampung yun. hahaha =)) rebound. eyh.

But I can see that he is sorry and he still loves me. I know and I can feel it. It’s just that the trust was broken. I can still be affectionate, but the problem was that I don’t want commitments yet and I’m not yet ready to give the trust that he broke. STEADY LANG. ganun din kami sa simula e.. malambing pero wala lang.haha =)). As I always say in this blog “LOVE JUST AIN’T ENOUGH”.

actually. sa apat na araw na yun. naghanda na ako na kalimutan siya e. ang dami ko na ngang break up songs and moving on with bitterness effects.hahaha

“Take your records, take your freedom
take your memories I don’t need them
Take your space and all your reasons
you’ll think of me”

HAHA. how bitter I am. Anyway, I was free on that four days. i got a lot of reunions with friends that I barely meet. haha. =)) ayun.pero siyempre maytulala effects pa din. pero I swear, I think I am strong na ang dami ko kayang masyang moments pa nung four days. kaso I want to give it a shot. madami din kasing sayang..at kilala ko naman yung tao na yun. alam ko na hindi niya naman ako intensyong saktan at mahal naman talaga niya ako. kaya nga nagsisikap ng uber duper sikap e. kaso lang ang down time ko sa nangyari e.. may mga tanong tulad ng “Saan ako nagkulang? kulang pa ba ako? ano meron sakanya na wala ako?” ANG SAKIT. grabe! akala ko kasi okay na ako. na sapat at sobra na ako. pero grabe. hindeeeeeeeeeee! ayun. masakit talaga. hai tanga ko nanaamn. =|

ayun. and ang sakit kasi kung mahal niya talaga ako, paano niya nasubukan tumingin sa iba? masakit talaga. hirap kaya magsulat sa blog ng ganito.;parang nabibwiset ako pero I want to do this! hai. ayun.. ang dami talagang tanong. tapos takot ko lang.anong alam ko kung wala na siya sa harap ko? mag-uusap ba sila? SHIT talaga yun!

Ang sakit lang sakin kasi ang effort ko sakanya. Oo. first time ko ata mag effort ng todo sa lalaki.hahaha. i was always the princess. =)) I;m the spoiled brat! and I’m the bitch! haha. siyempre joke lang yun. I mean sa mga past.. ako yung di masiyado nag eeffort.lagi nang aaway. wala masiyado binibigay na care.mga ganun.. e eto. todo. hanggang sa family niya e minamahal ko naman ng tulyan. kaso eto talaga ang sukli. grr! minsan nga naiisip ko gantihan. kaso di din e.masama yun.. makipag date sa iba habang nanliligaw siya? yeh cruel but, justifiable.!haha. =)) ayun. it hurts.

pero sa lahat naman ng nagsasabi na ang tanga ko at bakit pa ako bumalik e niloko na nga ako… eto lang ang kanta ko. “love story ni taylor swift”

Taylor Swift - Love Story

“Romeo, save me, THEY try to tell me how to feel..
This love is difficult, but it’s REAL.”

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